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My Psychosis: There Are Many Like It, But This One Is Mine
In recognition of World Schizophrenia Awareness Day, I want to talk about schizophrenia and my unique psychosis. I was diagnosed with...

Lauren C. Sergeant
May 245 min read


The First Rays of Chasing the Dawn
The attire at a wedding and a chancellor's business breakfast are remarkably similar upon first glance. At least, all the men wear suits...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Mar 13 min read


True Love: The Economy of Grace
Mercy, true mercy, is uncomfortable, and grace is profoundly unsettling. But I don’t deserve it! our hearts cry, but that’s the point....

Lauren C. Sergeant
Jan 105 min read


Hope is the Through-Thread
HOPE is the through-thread of my experience.

Lauren C. Sergeant
Nov 28, 20243 min read


ECT
For the past four weeks, I have been undergoing an intensive treatment for my mental health ailments. The treatment is called...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Apr 9, 20245 min read


Your Pain is Valid
Sometimes we mistake depth of suffering for validity of suffering. We think to ourselves our broken finger is a less valid source of pain...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Oct 21, 20236 min read


The Month I Chose Not to Write
For the past month, I have fasted writing my novels and books, allowing myself only blog posts and journal entries to process the events...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Oct 14, 20238 min read


The Glaring Dawn
Today, my eyes are dull, my senses numb. I feel distant, as though nothing in the world can hurt me, yet everything inside me screams of...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Sep 17, 20234 min read


Fighting Phobias, Facing Fears, and Finding Freedom
They take hold of us all at some point, twisting the truth, blinding us to reality, and dragging us down into whirlpools of anxiety. They...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Sep 3, 20237 min read


Words that Wound - A Forest Set Ablaze
It’s curious how words can hurt. When someone tells me something disappointing or painful, I can feel physically sick. A severe verbal...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Jul 10, 20235 min read


Shoelaces and Straight As - How an Obsession with Productivity Ruins and Saves Me
I have a problem—I am obsessed with productivity. In my mind, I must account for every waking minute with what I accomplished that day. A...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Feb 14, 20236 min read


To Tell Him My Story
“I love you!” my son shouts as he leaps out of the car when we arrive at his school in the morning. He slams the door and dashes up to...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Feb 6, 20234 min read


On the Dirge of the Law and on Liberty
I. Surely it is time, Surely this time I’ll arise to the refreshing of my soul. Can it be this time? Let it be this time, I pray, this...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Jan 16, 20235 min read


He Gives and Takes Away
I have always had trouble connecting with the Psalms. It frustrates me, as I enjoy reading poetry and studying Scripture. Why is it so...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Jan 9, 20235 min read


Are We Ready for Eternity?
John’s Revelation presents a beautiful picture of time spent in the presence of God. In case we think heaven will be boring, we ought to...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Jan 1, 20239 min read


The Light of the World: Darkness Won for But a Moment
Never have I known my eight-year-old son to burst into song, or at least, not into songs I know. He has his own tunes and lyrics he...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Dec 25, 20227 min read


Children of the Dawn: Or Why Excuses Don't Matter
I mentioned I love light—I love the imagery of light, the symbolism of light, the metaphor of light. Light in all its facets represents...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Dec 17, 20226 min read


No Darkness At All
Daylight is peace, night a battle. As the sun dips low in the sky, hiding its face from the pain, I gird myself for a siege. Not a...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Dec 13, 20223 min read


A Still, Small Voice
Motherhood saved me. More accurately, God saved me through motherhood. Becoming “Mommy” opened a new pathway in my mind, a pathway to...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Dec 5, 20224 min read
Introduction to the Chasing the Dawn Blog
Light has always fascinated me. Warming, bright lights like the sun; shy, shadowy lights like the moon and the stars; little twinkling...

Lauren C. Sergeant
Dec 3, 20222 min read
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